It is my intention to try and write everyday but apparently it doesn’t seem to happen. Such is life.
During my first internet research, I met a couple of people online at Holt’s Guestbook. One of those people was Moses who would lead me to Korea and down the path of discovery. Another individual also became a travelmate. I’ll call him Macc. We started exchanging emails back and forth, excited to share our experiences. During our exchanges, I told him about the trip that we were going on. Macc would be the youngest by 14 or so years. He wasn’t really interested in meeting his birth family, he was more interested in going to Korea with a group of his peers but he was okay with the stipulation that he had to want to search. Out of all of our profiles, he was one of the individuals chosen to be on the KBS television show Achim Madang. I think it had to do a lot with his age and the details of his story. Anyway, I helped him get his information to KSS and let them know that we were going to be visiting and that he would like to see his file. We were set to meet with KSS one of the first days we arrived. The theory was that if he found something, that we would have time to sort it all out.
Parts of this are hard to remember because it was so long ago but I think that a social worker sat down with us originally. Then at one point, the President or Head of KSS met with Macc. There were two babies in the hospital at the same time. One was very sick (and eventually died) and the other was going to the United States. Apparently, the files got changed or mixed up. Macc was sent to the US with the deceased child’s file. He was adopted as one child and was actually someone else. Once Macc had contacted KSS with his file number, they must have discovered the mistake. The Head of KSS showed him his correct file. The first thing that was incorrect was his birthdate. He has been celebrating his birthday in October when really he was born in April. He was 6 months older than he thought. I still tease him about that. But he continues to celebrate his October birthday. His father had been the one to leave the children at the orphanage. He took pictures with them and left the family registry in his folder in case they came back. Macc did not know that he had siblings until this point. He had an older sister who was 7, I think , and an older brother who was 5. The agency said that they would try and locate them. They had been adopted to European countries and not together. He has since been in touch with them.
The story goes that Macc’s father was a taxi driver who had an accident and could no longer work. His mother had left them at some point. Macc’s father was not able to feed the children and I guess felt as though he had no other option. Again, he left all of the information in the file in case they came back.
So Macc learns all of this information and the agency says that they will try to contact his father and that they would contact Macc. They had a smoke on the steps of KSS and gave him some parting gifts.
On the ride back to the hotel, we were taking it all in and trying to figure it all out. By the time we got back to the hotel, the agency had already called to say they had found his birth father and that he would like to meet him. This was one of our first days in Korea and we already had a successful search.
Unfortunately, I was not able to go with Macc when he went to KSS to meet his birth father because I had been given the opportunity to be on Achim Madang in his place. He did not want to broadcast his story on the TV because he had found his family already. My appearance on Achim Madang will be posted later.
If you could see the picture of Macc and his father, there would be no doubt that they are indeed father and son. Only he can describe the feeling that he had when he met his birth father for the first time. I can only imagine. I was living it all vicariously through him. He was gracious enough to invite me to the next meeting with his family at their apartment. At this point, I am going to have to stop writing because it’s really emotional for me. The memories and intense emotions are coming back. The pain, grief and loss still simmer underneath the happy, balanced exterior and it’s times like these that I need to let myself feel.
Posted in Birth Searching, My Adoptee Journey